Every day I die

After long years,
He's still in love with me,
And I fell in love with him again - the one I've hurt before
The one who hated me the most
We become together again.
Hoping that our love story will have a happy ending

But for those around us,
There should never be a second chance
For a liar
For a cheater like me
There is no room for second chance, they shouted
But for him, that's totally fine
He doesn't care

Until, he suddenly forgot to hold my hand
To touch my face
To kiss my hand
To be the same as he promises to be
To be the one who will never go away from me
Until one day, he listened to them
He's slowly changing his mind,
His thoughts, his heart
Until one day, I know him no more
The saddest thing is,
I fear that one day he'll go to me and tell the same thing his friends said against me
That I am a liar,
A cheater..and should not have given the second chance

I fell in love again with the one I've hurt before
I fell in love with the one who hated me the most
And I can't resist..
Coz even he's a;ready out of my life,
I'll still fall in love with him, again and again,
Coz I learned to love him the hard way
And it will be the hardest to forget him
Coz he never thought me how

I fell in love again with the one I've hurt before
And every day, I die.